I ♥ Hello Kitty

♥ Thursday 24 September 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

recently felt mooody..what goin on?

not realy sure...i have no idea about it..

such a boring week at home..sigh*

last night share some secret wv chee~~

well,facing lots of problem and pressure nowadays..

but who to say?who wil understand me..?

no ones...kylie concern me all the night,adviced me what to do next

thanksss all of them try to be my good listener

i din expect for anything,just wan a simple life..

and i dont really care what happened in the past,let it be over..

im extinguish..emotional..and get angry since these few day

i felt guilty,and sorry about that...

hope everything will keep goin on as usual

anyway,school goin reopen again...iSSsshhh...

no eyes to see my add math result again,if i din get single digit

hoho,realy thanksss god !!

need to pray for it,gosssh....

i think i was the most weak in my class....add math

DROVE ME CRAZY...hard **

Been Here @ 21:52

♥ Monday 21 September 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

last nite went to hai boey for dinner with my cousin
i love this place because it was imprinted in my mind
since i came here first time...
we can watching the sun dissapearing on the sandy beach
me and didi sit on the swings below a big tree.
we took alot of photo and the footprint in the sand

the food was tasty too..nice ~
and i meet niing there,excited uh !
luckily i woke up to wash hand ,haha if not i wil not see her there
we went to the beachside,draw on the sand with a stick ...

Sunset:

The Swing below the tree

Sunset:

My name:

L.O.V.E

NY:

Didi and cousin :

enjoyed there...after our dinner we saw fire works
that really look nice...niing saw it too although we already seprate
then,we went around explaned..
sat at the beachside again and chit chatted
watching the kids playing around with the bubble..
what about me? stare at the big sea...

this place make me recall some bad memories...
how i throw away the necklace?how i almost cry infornt of Cath
i stil remember it,on that day what happened....sigh**
well anyway,i stil love this place..
because the night view was pretty cool uh ..
those stupid memories doesnt effect it...ahah ~

i was in my circle :

Pig Kaii Chee:

the video :

Yiyi dropped me home around 12 something...
damn tired but kinda fun uh...
Hope one day yiyi fetch us to Starbuck...

i wanting for it,miss vanila milk so muchhhh~yummy *

Been Here @ 01:04

♥ Sunday 20 September 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

holiday started,and selamat hari raya..hee**
everyday stayed at home...considering what to do next
but i spent almost the time on sleeping...
and watch again taiwan drama "exchange love"...
thats really a great show,althought it quite long already

my idol-mike he and rainie yang,i like them alot
and the drama"devil beside you too"wheee...
in the show,huo da as a "Devil Boy"
due to his reputation of pranks and rude attitude.
He enjoys bullying and making fun of Jia Di
and at last he slowly fell in love with her !

this drama is sweet and touching...!
me and niing everyday goin after the show at 3pm
that crazy uh ~

exchange love :

exchange love 2:

All the actors in the drama:

Ｉ　♥　Ｍｉｋｅ　Ｈｅ

Been Here @ 01:55

♥ Saturday 19 September 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

last night headed to gurney to watch"tsunami"
i was late and chee accompany me went there by bus
she said i was alone..that why she followed me..
haha!that was so touching...thanksss la...
u such a nice person..XD

we reached there at 1.10pm something
meet all of them at kim gary..13 person..excited uh..
yet we had our lunch there,kinda fun,cheerish **
chee and ada share the drinks
that was funny.,and we took the video..wheee~
to:chee..this is the surprise i wana give you XD

after that we went for the movie...is a disaster film should not missed...
the story about a super-tsunami is headed straight for Haeundae
The film focuses on the touching drama surrounding the main characters
who are connected to each other by intertwining relationships
and how they faced with the arrival of the giant waves.

it makes us laugh and cry...funny but its touching..
I am pretty sure that no one would leave with dry eyes!
hsu lyn was the one that cried the most..everyone looked at her
haha !she kept turn away her face ...
of cause,many of us cried too...

after the movie,jun and kalai had left earlier...

we went to toy r us,and just walked around
and this is the only photo that we took last night..XD
thats all,and everyone went home at 6 somthing
for tuition...gossshhh~
i may miss the time badly~while we hang out together

Been Here @ 03:26

♥ Friday 11 September 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

bad mood today..i was crying badly facing to my pc
i dont know what i cried for...
just because finish quarrel with my mum..?
or actually i felt hurt for something?
confusing..and i just kept crying...

whats going on to me uh?...
chee and ahsa was the first wan that comfort me
i pushed my wet hair aside and wipped off my tears
i felt really sad,..cant even describe from a word
my tears just rolled down easily....
i think..no one who really know that,what im thinking about?

i had been changed..i admit it...
last time i would share my secret to my friends
but not now..because no one wil understand....
i knew that im not tough enough...
that why i pretented that im really fine
at least i could give a sweet smile while infront of friends..

i wish i can face the problem that drove me crazy
no more arguing between us...
no more the person that worry and rushed to my house
i dont want it happened...but it happened too
i cant control anything happened around us..

ps: i dont need ur apologize...really...
because it already meaningless to me...

hmm.. and i had no idea about my family...
aspecially my mum...our relation was cold since i was form 2...
if thats my fault,im sorry being that imatture
my feelings?who cares?...

Been Here @ 03:08

♥ Sunday 6 September 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

last night i was considering night wanna do what
chated with niing yet someone mention about her
Again..i wondered why they couldnt stop ask me about her

the person,while i saw her i wil hide myself behind other wan
pretend that i did not see her...
the person,that reminded me to forgot..
and stopped living in the past...
even we stand that close...she was so near to me...
but we doesnt talk to each other...means what..?

WE END UP..no relation at all....
so ps: no story about her in my future again..plsss
she is stranger to me..from the moment...
i clicked to delete her in my memory...empty
and means nothing for me !
even though she was in my life for alomost 3 years...
i dont even wanna remember about her...

by the way...i no intersted to know what happend to you...
accident..?goin kl soon...?whatever...
i felt tired to hear ur bullshit explaination ..
so pleaes just stay apart from my life !!!

Been Here @ 20:32

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I ♥ Hello Kitty

saw a great article..posted up to share with everyone...^^
is touching too..what abortion is ?
that a letter wrote by a little girl..

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap.

He loves me,for my heart has been broken.

i don't quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.

I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I had fingers and toes.

i was pretty far along in my developing, yet not ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying . Sometimes you would yell or scream

I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day.

I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming,

Complete terror is all I felt.
Then the monster started ripping my arms off

it hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.
It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.
I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror,above all...

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.
No use now, for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone
but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.
I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap.

I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion.
I don't know what abortion is;
guess that's the name of the monster.

to say that how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live.
I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live.
I just wanted you to know ,I didn't want to die.

I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.
Love, baby

Been Here @ 19:29

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I ♥ Hello Kitty

yesterday headed to pm bought a revision book..
before that waiting for QQ to try some shirt at D2
nothing to do there..bored...and i chated with Theng,whee...
she had straightened her hair,looks more pretty =)

after that we just walked around...
and QQ dropped me back at last...
thanksss...^^ now only i realised that how long..
we never hang out like this already...
im glad that we still remain as a friends...

at night,went for movie with chee and jing
before that,i saw her again while i passed by her shop..
the person..that i hope i wil never see her again
she sat beside me,but she doenst realised that i was there too

i hide myself behind chee,pretended that i did not see her
i told myself to forget and stopped living in the past
that why,even she was so near with me...
but i dont want to talk to her ...even just say a "hi"
that really hard for me...!

ps:well,no story about her again in my future...plss

lets say about the movie"the final destination”
is a horror film,about a guy while watching a race
has a premonition of a car crash which sends debris into the audience,
crushing some spectators and resulting in the stadium partially collapsing,
killing everyone present.

In a panic he convinces everyone to leave...
wow !thats a great movie...but scary...muahaha
jing looks shock...and chee keep quiet...what about me?
busy telling story to jing...^^

near 12 sumthing,chee only dropped me home...
i message 2 times to remimded her that i already reached home
thankss chee and her mammi..she was a kind person...heee
kinda tired too,headched**

Been Here @ 03:25