♥ Friday, 11 September 2009
I ♥ Hello Kitty

bad mood today..i was crying badly facing to my pc
i dont know what i cried for...
just because finish quarrel with my mum..?
or actually i felt hurt for something?
confusing..and i just kept crying...
whats going on to me uh?...
chee and ahsa was the first wan that comfort me
i pushed my wet hair aside and wipped off my tears
i felt really sad,..cant even describe from a word
my tears just rolled down easily....
i think..no one who really know that,what im thinking about?
i had been changed..i admit it...
last time i would share my secret to my friends
but not now..because no one wil understand....
i knew that im not tough enough...
that why i pretented that im really fine
at least i could give a sweet smile while infront of friends..
i wish i can face the problem that drove me crazy
no more arguing between us...
no more the person that worry and rushed to my house
i dont want it happened...but it happened too
i cant control anything happened around us..
ps: i dont need ur apologize...really...
because it already meaningless to me...
hmm.. and i had no idea about my family...
aspecially my mum...our relation was cold since i was form 2...
if thats my fault,im sorry being that imatture
my feelings?who cares?...
Been Here @ 03:08