♥ Sunday, 24 October 2010
I ♥ Hello Kitty
再也看不到你的头像在右下角.
再也看不到你24小时在线上
再也看不到你写的每一句话
再也听不见你吵着我说要出去
也好,这大概就是最好的结局了.
不会去超越那个已被隔开的界限
这就是唯一能够平衡的原地.
我们3个人之间的故事,只是回到原来的岗位
伤害零,也是我目前只想得到的答案.
不说不哭,也不吵不闹.
2个人之间真的不能做朋友,因为彼此伤让害过.
我从不要他原谅我,因为我知道是我错了
但那又怎样? 无能为力.
他问过我,难道我为了让他们的友情重来
我就可以放弃我的幸福吗?
我想都没有想的说“恩,是的。”
爱情没有了,还可以开始新的重来。
友情没有了,就怎么都找不回来.
好朋友更是不容易可以相遇而有的.
对不起,是我摧毁了一切.
只有我退出,就是十全的办法.
我不会再祝福你,因为你已经不需要听到
我不会再去烦你,因为你已经把我删除了
我不会再要你担心,因为我已经学会长大
♥
I ♥ Hello Kitty

Have been so long time din't update my blog.
Miss the previous time always blogging.
Because that is just the only way for me to say out.
Currently felt so empty and helpless,but cant even find a listener.
No one will understand, even they are your friends.
Tears drop last night . I hide myself in a blanket.
Mind repeated the same question.
What can I do ? What is the right thing? What is the best ending ?
I wonder why everything happened so suddenly,just within this few days?
Depressed . And I don't like myself emo ing
I do really understand what I want now.
But I cant control what is happening around me .
No matter how,I might ruin their friendship.
I might hurt one of them .
How could I balance it? I have no idea.
Sorry for my lies , sorry that I hurt you deeply.
Even you don't mad or blame on me, But I do really felt so guilty.
For both of you.
Tears rolling and rolling. All was my mistake,my fault.
Please stay strong no matter how.
I don't expect that you might forgive me, but ..
At least don't sad for my anymore ,I don't worth it at all.
What I can do now is ..
Disappear from his life. Don't ever disturb him again.
No more text, no more concern, and no more rely on him .
Started my study ,I got many stuff to do
So that I can escape from everything.At least a moment also better than no.
With Homeworks. Assignment. Jobs. Projects pilled up
Many work to cope with.
So that is good right? No time to think nonsense.
Time to grow up:(
Anyway ,my eyes was swollen this morning ..AWWW
It looks so ugly, luckily mammi din't realized.
Is okay. I'm not a child anymore.
Facing some problems have to get use to it.
Always remember that, no one will accompany you along the way.
Please appreciate what you have now.
* Finally I know to spell correctly-Appreciate.
That's mean I know to be grateful from now on.
I don't need a prefect life,but I just want a simple life.
Have some Peace.
Lastly, still wanna apologize to you. Sorry !
I wish that one day, you might meet someone that better than me,hundred time .
Someone that could chill you, and bring happiness for you.
You are such a awesome person. No jokes.