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♥ Sunday, 24 October 2010
I ♥ Hello Kitty
Have been so long time din't update my blog.
Miss the previous time always blogging.
Because that is just the only way for me to say out.
Currently felt so empty and helpless,but cant even find a listener.
No one will understand, even they are your friends.
Tears drop last night . I hide myself in a blanket.
Mind repeated the same question.
What can I do ? What is the right thing? What is the best ending ？
I wonder why everything happened so suddenly,just within this few days?
Depressed . And I don't like myself emo ing
I do really understand what I want now.
But I cant control what is happening around me .
No matter how,I might ruin their friendship.
I might hurt one of them .
How could I balance it? I have no idea.
Sorry for my lies , sorry that I hurt you deeply.
Even you don't mad or blame on me, But I do really felt so guilty.
For both of you.
Tears rolling and rolling. All was my mistake,my fault.
Please stay strong no matter how.
I don't expect that you might forgive me, but ..
At least don't sad for my anymore ,I don't worth it at all.
What I can do now is ..
Disappear from his life. Don't ever disturb him again.
No more text, no more concern, and no more rely on him .
Started my study ,I got many stuff to do
So that I can escape from everything.At least a moment also better than no.
With Homeworks. Assignment. Jobs. Projects pilled up
Many work to cope with.
So that is good right? No time to think nonsense.
Time to grow up:(
Anyway ,my eyes was swollen this morning ..AWWW
It looks so ugly, luckily mammi din't realized.
Is okay. I'm not a child anymore.
Facing some problems have to get use to it.
Always remember that, no one will accompany you along the way.
Please appreciate what you have now.
* Finally I know to spell correctly-Appreciate.
That's mean I know to be grateful from now on.
I don't need a prefect life,but I just want a simple life.
Have some Peace.
Lastly, still wanna apologize to you. Sorry !
I wish that one day, you might meet someone that better than me,hundred time .
Someone that could chill you, and bring happiness for you.
You are such a awesome person. No jokes.
Been Here @ 00:41
