♥ Friday, 12 November 2010
I ♥ Hello Kitty
Down ! I try to talk to someone what is in my mind
But I cant even find a word to describe .
How can I present myself maybe just through blogging.
I locked myself in a room,cover myself with the blanket
This is the way I like to be when I was moody .
Crying is the best medicine, Since when ..
I learned to kept everything deeply in my heart?
Since when, I felt the pain but I face it alone?
I just want everyone to left me alone, because I don't know how to face it.Where is my listener? NOT EVEN ONE !
pity yourself ,who care?
Miss my nanny suddenly, she is the only person.
Will hold me tight and wipe off my tears, calling me not to cry anymore.
I wanna go back to Kedah and visit her.
I wanna stay at there and share everything with my grandparents.
Grow up not that fun ,not like what I imagine.No more simple life but there is challenging
No more laughter but there is responsibility
Please be mature and grow up!! I told myself.
There should be no more emo but be tough.
I argued with someone this morning,she felt that I has been neglected my studies
I don't care at my assignment at all ? Izit true?
Honestly I dint, but than maybe I had make a big mistake in the assignment.
Human are not always the prefect want, you know?
We are not a god,and we might also make a mistake.
At least I apologized, I admit maybe I really don't know the format
I admit maybe I'm not as hardworking as you
But everyone has their own way,it doesn't mean that I don't care
I swear I never simply done my assignment even once. I do really mind and care what you said on me .It's hurt me a lot. heart broken !
ARH, I hate myself being childish all the time.When only I will learn from my lesson?
Where is my perception that don't rely on anyone?
Sigh, just stand up from where I fall and look forward
Sorry grandma,I didn't make my promise.
I didn't study hard and put on my effort.
I mess up my life and emo for silly things
I promise, I will grow up my mind and mentality
I will look everything to more wide range and willing to learn
So that one day, I will be able to tell you"Grandma,I'm successful now."